Ranting

Yesterday(1st January 2008)
It was really a depressing day for me....We had to do our English presentation today..it turned out ok I guess...Sure Miss Sharmini liked my part...which I did not write at all..it was 90% the original and 10% rephrasing...But the part where I tried doing impromptu sucked so much...Then Le Yi tells me people in her class are insulting me....That...whatever la..

Then..the part that really stung me..My heart still aches...In the canteen, Alicia came to me and said that the Editorial Board BI Dept exam results came out and my name wasn't on it....I felt my world come crashing down on me...I thought she might be joking with me..But no..it's all true...Eight passed and four(that's half!)came from my class and ALL of them were freaking prefects...Is this being bias or did what I write really suck....Another thing,Nick and Tian Yoon didn't pass too..I can't believe Nick didn't pass...Besides Hong Ken, I know his English rules...Could it be because we wrote Black and white or that me and Nick were already known by th CHS Forum(2 members there are from Ed Board-THE BI DEPT HEAD and the sub editor in chief)

I don't know what to do anymore...I knew it would really hurt me if I didn't get in...And it still does...When Le Yi and Hui Wen heard I didn't get in..They were like.."Yay,now you can go to PBM" *rolls eyes* Sheesh...And let's see besides Le Yi,worm and Hong Ken...Nobody else gave any advice or tried comforting me...Not that I really want the whole world to know I failed..but I thought Seng Yew would do some consoling but he didn't care when I sms-ed him about it...As for Puppy, it wouldn't happen anyway...Really emo and depressed...

At least, after school I got to calm myself with drawing at the Creative Club and had some conversation with Tian Yoon..Hope I didn't spread the depression to her...Le Yi and Ellie didn't even know I was there..Today's society is really blind...Then, I saw puppy at the canteen...Talked to Rachael first then talk a bit with Puppy...I can't believe she didn't wish Alicia cuz she couldn't see her...On that day,she saw and Alicia was sooo near(I went to give her her Birthday gift) Another point to what I just said..society is damn blind...Le Yi sang some Guides songs to cheer me up..I love guide songs..they make me happy and *semangat-ed*...On a side note,cross country
was today..Never had a chance..But Yellow house got 2nd...Woohoo...And our yellow house seniors were really sporting...And for the P2 race..1st,2nd and 3rd were bagged by the yellow house..Yay!! The boys didn't do so well though..Haha..Girls rule...Marissa and Alicia have sashes now...Hurray for them..When will I get one? Never maybe...:)...

Maybe I could just go now..the anticipation of joining Ed Board was what was holding me back...Now I can leave...

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