Friday, December 31, 2010

Moving On

Since it's the last day of 2010, I guess I should write something short here.

Normally, for something like this, I would be doing a lot of reminiscing here. But I guess, I reminisced the whole year through anyway xD.

So I shall just say that I remember starting the year with the resolve to try to go all out in my last year at CHS. I believe I did the best I could to achieve that XD. So, not much regrets there haha. And I lost my temper a lot online, which gives me ideas for a new post else where X D. One sad part was not spending more time with different people. But, heck, what are gatherings for then? ^^

Better get prepared to kick off 2011.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Silent Night

I seem to be able to come out with some of my more better ideas in the most inappropriate moments. My mind seems to activate itself more efficiently whenever I'm lying on bed trying to get some sleep or when I'm in the shower.

Anyway, some thoughts have started constantly nagging at me while trying to go to sleep. They mostly include how I should have tried to interact more with some people, how I should have made up with some people and just maybe, I should have shown more enthusiasm in getting to know more people. Yes, it's quite a depressing thought that now, I'll probably never get to truly interact with some of these people ever again. Life after high school just won't be the same.

Yet, an even sadder thought just popped in my mind after that. It was the cold fact that after maybe just a few months later. I won't even be bothered any more. I mean, I would be initially pretty crestfallen at the idea of not being able to be in high school any more, no more seeing certain people any more. But, in the end, we all move on right? We get more accustomed to our new schools, make new friends and sooner or later, forget the old. =(

I'll just try to hold on.

Don't be dismayed at goodbyes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again, after moments or lifetime, is certain for those who are friends. ~Richard Bach

Friday, December 24, 2010


The past few days after Prom has left me some lingering thoughts. For instance:

1. Maybe I should have kept my hair that colour o.0.

2. Maybe I should have kept the curls.

3. Now I have no more excuse to not clean up my room =( .

4. What do I do for the remaining days of the holidays.

5. I'm getting very moody again=. =.

6. What book should I read next?

Now this is a shallow post. The lack of happenings in school, or more appropriately, the lack of school has left me with scare blogging inspiration. Sigh.

On another note, since Christmas is tomorrow, one should be equipped with the spirit of giving. Unfortunately, my resolve to do some volunteer work has gone none too well. Though I had the satisfaction of visiting our canine friends again yesterday ^^.

P.S. My brother finally let me read Mockingjay. Finished =) (Hence, the title)
P.P.S Merry Christmas! XD

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Just that

It's over!

But there's no sense of extreme high for some reason. I guess after stretching ourselves out for so many weeks, the spring is too wound up to bounce back that quickly Haha. X D And there's always more stuff to worry about each day~

On the bright side, I can catch up on my reading! And it is, after all only one night >M<

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Take Five

Only 1 more subject, 2 more papers left!!

I wouldn't say I gave my best, but I gave what I could. I fought hard. Even under stress, sickness and worry, I guess I pulled through. Just barely.

Exams have been stunning..though I can't say I won't miss this, all the sitting outside class studying== after it ends.

Though I would really not forgive myself if when disappointment laughs in my face 3 months from now. =(