Editorial Board Exam

Yeah..I'll be talking about the entrance exam I took yesterday...I went there with Marissa, Alicia and Stephanie...or more like followed them from behind...It was held in the three classrooms on the top of Block B...We waited for some time before they actually opened the classes...

So when the exam started, I opened the question paper and whoah...some heck of questions they had...First part was objective...They gave us a word and we had to choose the word that has the same meaning...There were only 10 questions and I was only partially sure of one of the answers...the rest left me clueless...

Then there was a comprehension sort of question..that was ok..Then the essay questions...Here are the English Dept. ones:
1)Chopsticks
2)Black and white
3)1+1=2
4)When the going gets tough,the tough get going
5)'Mum, I want to get out' said my little brother suddenly"..Write a story with that as the intro..

I chose Black and White and crapped for 2 and a half pages...Oh..we had to write at least 500 words...Later, I found out 2 people wrote the same topic...I thought no one would choose that..Oh well...

It rained halfway through the exam and still was when it ended. I kept worrying about my bag and books' safety...We hurried to the canteen to check up on our stuff....I had to stay till six(the exam ended at about 4) If I don't pass I will go crazy...

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I hope I pass..

I think too much...

Sometimes I think I really am too emotional a person....I got all upset over this little thing and now that it has pass, would I have been happy if I did get it?
Everyone of my 'counselors' are leaving...Even they think my problems are too annoying...Now only Worm is left...When will she get tired of it and leave me too...?
So, I should just be happy guide now and hopefully, a happy Ed Boarder too...XD

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Zhi Min
I really am 'artistic', the description fits...

Reflections on why I am such a lousy guide...

1) My lack of social skills
2) I don't communicate with seniors because of my lack of social skills...
3) Because of the above, the seniors don't really know me...
4) I really suck at Guiding???
5) I don't do my duties well enough?
6) A lot of other guides are better than me...
7) My lousy social skills...
8) I am not liked by seniors ???
9) People have some grudge against me???
10) My stupid social skills!!!!

You all probably think I'm just thinking too much again...I guess I am...But I want too..Since the AGM last year, I think I ain't so involved in guides anymore...Maybe it's because I'm not a COH but this seems an irrelevant since non-COH are equally active...Maybe it was because of something I did...somehow...I don't know why... Why am I always in these situations???? Someone, anyone seeing this...Tell me a reason....before I go insane..

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I don't know why...

I saw the light.... then fell into darkness again....

After a discussion yesterday with Alicia, I made a promise to her that I would stop thinking about Puppy...And after all that thinking...I wonder if it was worth it all this time...the annoying sms, the pestering, those few phone calls and all the help I gave last year...Were they even appreciated? Now in Form 3, we're not in the same class anymore so the distance grew further. What Alicia said was true..Can't I just accept the fact that I can only be 'just friends' with Puppy..

Besides that, I got to thinking...Why do I want Puppy so much when I already have all these good friends...They all care so much, especially all of you who tried knocking me back to my senses...I guess I just got back from reality... Puppy isn't really worth it right? All of you just wanted me to let go and get on with life but I couldn't and I don't know why...Maybe now...the both of us could start over...I don't know..But I know my friends all rule!! Thanks for coping with my insanity and trying to make me see the light... I felt so touched when you all tried counseling me on this...I was on the brink of tears I guess...I seem to be like that recently(always almost crying)...Special thanks to worm who was willing to listen to a blur guide rant about her non-existent misfortunes and Puppy talk...Trust me...you'll be hearing me..XD

So...I started thinking back in reality again so other troubles appeared today...Mostly transportation problems...And then..during recess the Gerko Day duty list came out. We heard from Shu Ling that Le Yi had duty..So me and Le Yi went to see the board and..my name wasn't on the list...And I felt all the sad emotions taking over again...I don't know why I take these things so seriously...Maybe I'm just ambitious or something...So i kept thinking about this dilemma for the rest of the school day...Why does it seem that I am getting less and less involved in Guides? Am I such a failure? Maybe I do belong in Ed Board or now where at all...I fell into the abyss once again...

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My friends are the best...

My Meez

The second day of school ...

If you see this title, you may wonder why I'm not writing about about the first day but the second...It will be because I never thought of writing about it yesterday and the second day seems more interesting or one part of it anyway...I will most talk about what happened after recess..But first, a bit about what happened before recess...

Our teacher was collecting cash from us students for the class fund, BM fund and other stuff..when SPBT students on-duty came to our class and called us to take our text book(sigh..still regretted buying my own text books)So me being the LAS rep(Sonia too)...had to go and carry books with the other AJK...Why of all posts I could get it's the LAS rep..I don't wanna go duty...I'd rather be treasurer..I love money..hehe...
Taking books wasn't a big deal..the books were quite light actually...

Now onto what happened after recess, we had 4 periods relief!!! That's the whole half of our school day(for Friday at least)!!!First,it was an Indian teacher whose name I don't know..so sorry..At the end of the lesson she said you were very good and other compliments...MwuaHaHaHaHa..Maniacal Laughter...Next our Maths teacher(we had Maths before recess to)came to relief and explained more Maths stuff,she's coming again in the last period...Next,the fun part..

Mr William came to our class for relief. He just talked with us about a lot of stuff...One subject was about Dr.Jekyll and Mr.Hyde, he practically told us the main plot of the story and it's themes(according to him anyway but who cares)Guess we don't have to read the book anymore...Another topic was about what we learn for Literature...It went like this..Mr William:"Just when you all got back your UPSR results with 7As..thinking you can now have a successful and wonderful life...But when you come to Form 1 you learn...life's brief candle...Where you learn life is meaningless...Next,the dead crow..where we learn we will all die due to pollution..then Lake Isle of Innisfree..We learn that life is so bad that you run away to a imaginary place in your mind...Then,Form 2 -Phantom of the Opera..Form 3-Jekyll..all so morbid books...There's one about what happened when he was in New Zealand but I'm now to lazy to elaborate..ask someone in my class if you wanna know what happened or just me personally....He got,I presume,the whole class laughing...After he went, I heard someone saying he wished he was our English teacher(ours is Miss Sharmini who seems pretty good too)...

So that's what happened on the second day of school...Sigh..so many days to go...
To Jayef:Guess it ain't a short post after all...

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Let's just get PMR over with and have fun...

New Year's here...

When you here fireworks exploding through the night and everyone is in a sing-song mood,you know the New Year's here or some celebration anyway...There are still 12 contacts online in my MSN as I write this post...So everyone's in New Year mood...

Something good happened before the New Year! Puppy talked to me in MSN..finally and she got her phone back...So, I spent the first few minutes of the New Year wishing people in MSN and with my phone...And now, I'm writing this post...Hope the new year goes well...and I get to stay in the top ten cuz my class has all the prodigies...and stay in contact with all my friends and acquaintances..XD... New Year looking good so far though my brother still bothers me...

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My posts get shorter and shorter....